"Dance with my father again"

Listening to this piece from Luther Vandross tonight. It seems only yesterday that i bumped into my dad at his void deck that fateful afternoon while waiting for my brother.. Saw my dad walking to his car -> after many years of not seeing nor hearing from him..

I remembered tuning in to this song.. for a few days consecutively like now.. alone in my studyroom before i get to sleep.. why? i don't know.. maybe I missed the feeling of having a parent around after many years of being on my own..

Fast forward many years later. Dad had a heart attack. I reached out to him. we reconciled.. even if it is never ever going to be the same again..(no matter how one want to continue where we stopped..) Dillon's arrival sees him being a really attentive grandfather. at least.. whatever i had missed.. my child gets to continue from there

Its just an emo evening and an emo sound.. ha..